Monday, May 31, 2010

Last night seemed endless! I ended up buying "Insanity" before heading back to my bed for the night. I hope to have it by the end of the week or early next week at least. I'm SO excited! I changed the sheets on the bed and was ready for some personal one on one attention! I don't know why, but looking into the eyes of the man who is fucking me drives me absolutely wild! It makes my orgasm 20x's more intense and brings the entire act together more uniformly for me. This was my experience late last night! I felt so good after our sexcapade and I was so tired but I had so much running through my mind that I ended up laying there for hours, wishing my mind to slow down long enough that could drift off into a peaceful slumber, but it took a few hours before it actually happened. I've been tired all day because of it. One of the neighbors was throwing a Memorial Day Bash and they were blasting terrible karaoke most of the morning. I half way wanted to bring out my (unused) karaoke machine and show them how it should be done lol! It's all good though. We ended up making plenty of enough fun for ourselves sans music! A couple "couples" came over today for an "ADULT" pool party. what is better than laying naked by the pool? Laying naked by the pool with several other people ... turning itself into a massive orgy! Indeed! Today has been great! I was starving after all the fun in the sun. so made something different for dinner tonight. Moroccan Chicken with brown rice. WAY Delicious!

For now, I say goodnight and goodbye to an amazing May. I wonder what June will bring!? I'm off to bed so I can wake up early. Tomorrow, I'm filming fo rthe website and clip stores !!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

We decided to host a pool party / BBQ here today, so I've been up since too early for my taste, cleaning the house, getting some laundry done, cleaning the pool and prepping food. My whole body hurts from all the working out I've been doing lately, but if I want results, I've got to push through the pain and keep it up! I really want "Insanity" to go along wtih my P90X. I think that would be awesome! So, I've had a house full of people since early this afternoon. We've had music blasting out on the patio, good food, good drinks, good company, good times! When we'd all had enough of the sun, we headed inside for some indoor fun in the air conditioning! It seems as though the air conditioner has sprung some sort of leak. It's all wet in the garage by the unit, so looks like it's time to call on the landlord again! It's almost midnight now and I'm finally starting to wind down the festivities so I can get some sleep only to wake up tomorrow to do it all over again!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Short of walking face first into the spiderweb of a spineyback orb weaver, it's been a fantastic day. Seriously, I fucking hate spiders. I'm not scared of them per se, but I definitely do NOT like them - AT ALL! I spent my afternoon hanging out by the pool, eating fruit & drinking cocktails. Super relaxing. Not sure yet what this long holiday weekend has in store for me, but I'm looking forward to it!

Friday, May 28, 2010

As suspected, today was another fabulous day! Got up early to start getting ready for my shoot. Today, we filmed with Crystal Frost for the first time. We'd met previously several years ago, but never worked together before today. Here are a bunch of pictures! I hope you enjoy them!

I'm ready to go!

Another pic of me:

Crystal blows up some balloons:

While she masturbates:

This is her first time blowing to pop balloons!

She looks nervous strapped to the cross!

I'm licking her belly & belly button!

What a tasty tummy!

Yes indeed, I DO have a porno tongue :)

Strapped and ready for some fun!

Crystal is about to get wet!

Chilling by the pool before filming some underwater!

The water feels great!

Enjoying herself in the pool!

Ahhhh ... time for a cigarette!

We finished filming and it was time for lunch! After grabbing a quick bite to eat, it was time to take care of the weekly household necessity shopping (every Friday). Visited my best friend at her new place for a bit then came home ot make some dinner. Tonight was taco's :) I love making taco's on Friday for some reason. Never done the whole taco Tuesday thing, I prefer to make them on Fridays after shopping. Maybe because they're so easy to make and don't require much preparation!? It's making it's way to about midnight now ... so I'm upadting for the last time today. I'd had a fantastic day all around. I was in a great mood. Things were superb. And then ... for the second time today ... someone brought up the OTHER person out there using my name. WTF!? Sadly, they cast a shitload of votes her way ... thinking of course it was me. I have half a mind to stay up all night long casting votes against her just so she doesn't have a chance in hell of winning thanks to votes someone thought were meant for me. I'm so sick of all this confusion! It's bunch of shit. My lawyer doesn't get paid with pussy or blowjobs like SOME out there, so I'm paying the $10,000 retainer for my lawyer and getting the ball rolling on forcing her to stop using my name. I own the trademark to it and she's been made more than well aware of it. Instead of changing it, she's bragging about the fact that she's using it, so I'm going to put an end to it. Almost daily there is some sort of confusion with fans because she's using my name. I'm at the end of my rope with it and with her. This bitch is making my life difficult for NO reason and I've had it with her and her stupid ass. To vent some of my frustrations out tonight - since it's not like I can deal with my awesome lawyer who's in CA tonight, I worked out, and I worked out hard. I'm getting back into shape after having my fourth kiddo (yes, I did say FOURTH!) and I'm going to run circles around this bitch - from here to CA and back again! She's not only fucking with me, she's fucking with my family, and that means war!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

It's been another perfect day in paradise! I LOVE my life! I find myself to be very blessed and I couldn't be happier. Got together with my girlfriend today to go see Sex & the City 2. I laughed my ass off here and there, but overall, I found the first one to be better (in my opinion anyway!) I got some popcorn and a soda, and I've been queezy since the popcorn, so I won't be working out tonight. I don't do butter (AT ALL) - I think it's nasty, but maybe with the little bit of butter they put on it during cooking was enough to turn my tummy, especially since I've been watching what I eat. Tomorrow we're filming with Crystal Frost! I'm looking forward to another wonderful day! Tonight is a full moon. Watch out for all the crazies out there!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Back to filming again this morning. Today, we're shooting with Galas & Brian. I didn't sleep well last night, so I'm running on fumes, but I know I'll make it through just fine. I always do! Here are some pics of me this morning:

Ready to get to work!

She'll be here any minute!

All tied down with no place to go:

Those legs are going to keep her in place too!

She inflates balloons while giving a handjob:

Each balloon seems to get bigger and so does his cock!

Don't you love a girl who can blow and jerk at the same time!?

Is she going to get a massage or something else?

You've just got to love THIS view!

I needed an afternoon snack to keep me going:

What's she going to do with that??

Time to cool off in the pool!

Doesn't thins remind you of "Splash" ???

Look at the water dripping off of her nipples!

Needless to say, it's been a great day so far! Now I've got family coming over to drop off a few things they borrowed while in town - like my laptop and a few other things. My best friend wants me to go to her pool today - but it's a public pool and I'd be forced to wear a bikini. I'd rather lay out naked here so I called her and we made plans to lay out naked here tomorrow! And then we want to go to the movies to see Sex & the City 2. I spent a little more time with family this afternoon. They are leaving tomorrow morning and who knows if/when they'll be back. I'm very sad about it because I'm very close with my family. I laid out for about 20 minutes but then needed to get some work done, so I started working on editing my clip for tonight. Underwater lovers ... this one is for you! I'm putting up, "Galas Underwater Masturbation". Here is the final pic! (Click it to go directly to the store!)

I just finished my P90X workout for the night. Today was shoulders, arms & ab ripper x. My arms are killing me right now. It's so funny trying to type right now. My arms feel like they are made of lead. I can't move anything above the elbow so I'm keeping my entire body in one place and just moving my fingers around. I'm not one of those ""secretary type" typers. I hunt and peck but I do it very quickly :D I just went outside for a cool down smoke and happened to look up at the moon. What a beautiful site! Tomorrow is the full moon, though it looks very close tonight! I took a picture - though it's through the screen adn my camera isn't necessarily built to take great pics of objects a million miles away, but what the hell, it's beautiful so I thought I'd share!

On my way to shower & get ready for bed! Nighty night! :D

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I've got family that will be leaving to move out of state in the next day or two, so I spent much of my day spending time with them until they had to go to get more stuff packed. While they were here, I did get in the pool and enjoy the little bit of sunshine that the day had to offer. I'm such a sun bunny! I DO NOT do the fakie tanning thing - ever. All natural tanning or not at all! Tonight, I was in the mood to film, so I filmed a couple scenes for the clip store and this website. I can't wait until I'm ready to launch the inside members area! Here is a pic from one of the scenes I filmed tonight!

Monday, May 24, 2010

It's Monday already! It's hard to believe this coming weekend is Memorial Day weekend! Yikes how time flies when you're having fun - and busy as hell! I didn't even realize it was that time already until someone asked me yesterrday about having a huge cookout and pool party here all weekend to celebrate. And how could I refuse? People have always gravitated toward me - even since I was little - and it seems I'm always the center of attention - so everyone comes to me asking me to throw the parties here! Sounds like a plan to me. It's funny. I almost never make plans. There's no need to, because everyone invites themselves to be around me lol! I suppose it's a good thing. A little weird maybe, but good! I'm crossing my fingers that the sun pops out from behind these clouds in the next couple hours so I can do what I wanted to do yesterday! I've got this bush in my back yard (wow that sounds like the beginning to a naught joke, doesn't it!?) ... anyway, it's recently bloomed with these yellow and white flowers that smell AMAZING! I'm talking like strip down out of your clothes amazing. I'm trying to figure out what it is so I can find some sort of lotion or something that smells similar. I wish I could bottle the flower and rub it all over myself! Here is a picture. Maybe you can help me identify it!?

I like to cut them off of the bush and put them in a bowl of water inside the house. It makes the entire house smell fantastic! So, it ended up being another perfect day in paradise! Here are some pics to prove it!

My view looking down:

Well hello there!

This is SOOOOOOOOOOO Relaxing!

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Have you ever had one of those days where you really have something specific you want to do, but for the life of you, you seem completely unable to do it? Today was one of those days for me. I had ONE objective for the day. Relaxing by and inside my pool, getting some sun, and some peace and quiet. It wasn't until 2 pm that the opportunity presented itself for me to do just that. I stepped outside, stripped out of my clothes, lotioned up from head to toe, stepped my toes into the pool and my phone rang. So I took my foot out of the pool, walked over to the table and answered my phone. It was my best friend wanting to know if they could come use my pool this afternoon. Ugh. I love my friends but sometimes I just want to be alone. I asked if it was just going to be her, but it was going to be her and her brother (who coincidentally is my ex) and one of my kiddos ... so there would be no nude sunbathing for me today. It's all good though. I'm just as happy spending time with family & friends, I was just wanting to have a selfish hour :D I couldn't really hang out there while they were swimming because I'm trying to keep away my tan lines for a change. I figured I'd make up for my change of plans by working out later. After dinner, I was getting the room all set up to work out when my mom called - from the emergency room. One of my family members was in there with severe tummy pains .. so off to the ER we went. We got home a little after 11 pm and since my workout is crazy intense and fast paced and an hour long, I was kinda forced to skip it tonight. Otherwise, I'd be up for hours off the adrenaline rush from the workout, so back to working out tomorrow. Now, I'm exhausted and making my way to bed. I'm glad my friends and family were here today and I'm glad that ew went to the hospital to be with family in their time of need. Today was just one of those days where nothing turned out as planned!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Don't you just love the weekends? I spent my morning getting some laundry done (ok - I know, not super exciting or anything, but it needed to be done!) then I laid out by the pool. For the first time this year, the water was warm (kinda) enough for me to get into it. It took me about 20 minutes of fucking around, little baby steps with my sensitive skin touching that (still low 80's) water until I was in up to my neck. Then the sun started playing games with me. Once I was in the water - which is still too cold for my personal taste, the sun hid behind dark clouds (that were no where to be seen when I was getting INTO the pool), and remained there for what felt like forever. After 45 minutes, I finally gave up, I covered up my naked body and came inside. Of course, within about 5 minutes, it was perfectly beautiful and sunny out again. Ugh. Oh well. Maybe I'll try again tomorrow! My best friend called me earlier this evening. Her car wouldn't start. Poor thing has been moving for two days and had just officially finished moving the last of her stuff into her new place. In the process, one of them fell down part of the three flights of stairs she was moving from and got pretty knocked around by the fall. So, it was time to go to the rescue! Thankfully she had jumper cables since we didn't (we have AAA so if we need a jump start, we usually just call them) ... but she's only a fwe minutes down the road now so it's much easier for us to help than to wait for anyone else! In a matter of minutes, she was back up and running again! I desperately wanted to go out and do something tonight. Best case scenario (for a sitter) would be to go watch a movie, but in my opinion, I've seen anything worth watching in the theater already and I don't have much interest in any of the open choices, so decided to skip it tonight. Needless to say, I've been roaming around the house bored as hell. I didn't pull out anything for dinner and since I spent my night holed up, I've just been munching on random shit throughout the day / night. Which leaves me starving, feeling completely unfulfilled and annoyed, but it's all good. I worked out my chest, back & abs tonight. I quit my ab workout with about 4 minutes left because I was so hungry I didn't have an ounce of energy left in me after having already worked out for over an hour. Tomorrow I've gotta get back on track!

Friday, May 21, 2010

I look forward to Fridays! It's usually my errand running day and I like getting out and about. Took care of the weekly household necessity shopping, then went to see my best friends new place. Of course (if you've been reading) ... I've already been there twice before already, but today was her official move in date so I wanted to check in on her and see how she was doing and see how it looked with all her stuff in it. It'll take a while for her to get it all put together, but it's nearly twice the size of her old place, she'll be MUCH happier there AND she'll be a little closer which is always a plus! Went to visit some family and then it was time to get my ass back here to start prepping for dinner. Since it was moving day for my best friend (and who wants to cook or who even has food in the fridge on day one anyway?) and since I've not seen my mom & step-dad in a bit, it was time to do something nice. I made my "family and friends famous" ricotta free lasagna and garlic/parmasean breadsticks and Ghiradelli (or however you spell it) double chocolate brownies for dessert and treated everyone to some good food tonight. It's been awesome. It's hitting midnight now and everyone just left - full and exhausted! Here's a pic of my lasagna:

Thursday, May 20, 2010

No shooting today so what to do? Hmmmmm .... I got a gift card for my birthday for Home Depot so I decided it was about time to use it. I went to Home Depot in the early afternoon and bought a pressure washer (which sadly, I'm really excited about using!) I also picked up a tomato plant which I'm going to try to grow in my topsy turvy that I bought months ago but have never utilized. I actually havce a perfect garden area built into my back patio by the pool, but when it rains, it ALWAYS floods it out - and it killed the garden I made last year, so I gave u pon it! It's been a beautiful day in the Sunshine State and I took advantage by laying out naked by the pool for about an hour. I'm laying there, practically in a trance I'm so relaxed by the heat beating down on me along with the warm breeze that I was oblivious as to what was going on around me. Next thing I know, I hear what sounds like whispering not far from me. Apparently the neighbors could see me from where I was laying - through a small slit in between a couple boards (privacy fences aren't ever really THAT private, but I have a pool and a back yard and I'm going to utilize it!) Well, it wasn't the neighbors spying on me ... it was their lawn guys. Haha!! I glance over and these two guys are peering at me through the fence "hole" in their lawn cutting gear ... so I decided to have a little fun with them. My legs were already spread on each side of my lay out chair, but I was laying sideways so they couldn't get the "money shot" from where they were, but they could see plenty enough. I grab my suntan lotion and squirt it all over my body and start rubbing it in all sexually. I'm arching my back, sticking out my tits (though they stick out plenty without much help), and then for the real fun! I hold my lotion way up in the air and s-l-o-w-l-y drip suntan lotion all over my pussy. I slide my hands in between my wide open legs and start to masturbate knowing that they are watching me! Hot , Hot, Hot! There I am, laying out minding my own business and next thing, I'm masturbating for two guys peeping at me. I'm getting hornier as I rub my clit, I pretend I don't see them, so I imagine them jacking their cocks while they're watching me (which of course makes me even hornier) and I'm sweating from the sun beating down on me, the suntan lotion is dripping off of me, rolling down my chest like raindrops down a car window, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh .... Good Times!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I woke up sore as hell today! Not working out yesterday due to time issues made things so much harder on me today. My hamstrings were burning all morning and got much worse when I was doing my work out. More on that later! Today was filming day! Our first time shooting with Krissy. I got myself ready for the day early. Here is a picture of me:

My bangs are getting too long. They're starting to piss me off lol. Every time I move my head, they flop into my eyes and they're practically poking my eyes out! Time for a trim! I don't know why I decided to have bangs when I've not had them in years, but I like them it's just a lot of upkeep having them! Anyway .... Krissy arrived early - I love an eager model! Here are some pics:

Here is a pic of Krissy before we began filming:

Bottom Popping Balloons:

It's growing between her legs:

Bound to the stand getting ready for some fun:

She's excited to be tied up!

She's ready to go:

Here's a closer view:

Look at those tiny size 5 1/2 feet!

Closer pic:

Laying in a pile of puffy down jackets after trying them all on:

Time to wash that curly red hair:

She gets super sudsy:

Do you want to help her get rid of the bubbles?

Needless to say, I had a great time filming this morning! Can't wait until I'm back to filming all the naughty scenes again hehe :) After getting everything put away, it was time for some food! Went to Jason's Deli for lunch for a very delicious deli club sandwich on wheat 86-ing the swiss b/c I don't care for it. Got a chocolate ice cream cone too! MMMM! Perfection! Since I was in the area, went to Burlington Coat Factory & got some new sneakers. I've been wanting new ones for a while but it's hard to find sneakers that fit me perfectly without pushing my toes up in to the front - which I hate. This is what I got:

Very comfy! (I even worked out in them this afternoon and broke them in!) Have I mentioned that there are about a billio npairs of shoes (mainly heels) at Burlington that I would LOVE to have? Anyone with a shoe or foot fetish looking to see me in some sexy heels, check them out! I did my P90X workout for the day. Today was Legs & Back & Ab Ripper X. OMG! Because I missed working out yesterday and I was feeling pain in all my muscles from skipping a day - against my will mind you - I was in agony! Everything hurt and every exercise was either with weights or severe squats - plus the ab workout which is killer! Ugh! I made it through the hour and 16 minutes though and I feel better for having done so! Oh yeah... speaking of workouts, I also want to get Insanity (it's from the same company that the P90X comes from). I've gotta curb my spending for a bit though ... I've still got a lawsuit to deal with thanks to skanky mcgee using my name. Happy Happy Joy Joy! So, I worked out, enjoyed a delicious sirloin steak & green beans for dinner and then vegged out in front of the tv. TiVo kicked in recording American Idol but something else was recording too - so to NOT know what happened with Idol, I changed the channel to the other show I was recording. Then it kicked in again to record Law & Order and I said fuck it and got up to come in here and get some work done since I didn't want to see that just yet either. (I really wish it could record two things and let me watch a third that's not already been recorded!) I hop online and refresh my "personal" Facebook page and BOOM- first post someone gives up what happened on Idol. What the Hell! I hate technology sometimes! Totally defeats the whole purpose of me NOT watching it - so my family could see it with me tomorrow. Oh well! At least I guessed right anyway :) So now, I'm putting up my update on the clip store, taking a shower & going to bed! Night :)

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

For one of those days where I had no personal obligations, I somehow managed to run out of time because of sports. Football playoffs (local) were happening and our team kept winning - so by the time it was all said and done with for the night, I didn't have time to workout (sadly) because I had to do my hair. I'm shooting tomorrow so I've got to get prettified tonight! I don't know where the time went today, but tomorrow is another day and I've got a feeling it's going to be a busy one!

Monday, May 17, 2010

It started pouring last night and it rained all night long so hard that when I got up this morning the pool had almost overflowed! It remained reasonably crappy weather most of the day, so it was a not so interesting day for the most part. I made an egg & broccoli omelet for breakfast. Caught up on some of the movies on my TiVo box - making room for more - made marinated baked pork chops, brown rice and broccoli & cheese for dinner and did my (day 4) P90X workout tonight. Tonight was Yoga X. I've never done a day of yoga in my life and frankly, I was BORED with it tonight. It was the same exact thing for 45 minutes straight. Ugh. Finally it was changed up for the last 45 minutes and got a little more interesting - and I really surprised myself! I guess I've still got it lol - I'm just as flexible as ever - and could even stretch further than the trainer for many of the exercises! Being fucked with my legs tucked behind my head has been helpful I guess :D~ Speaking of getting fucked ... I watched Eagle Eye tonight. It's got Shia Labeouf in it. I never realized before how much he looks like an ex of mine. All I could think about throughout the entire movie was the awesome sex we had and I couldn't help but wonder if Shia fucks the same!?

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Not too terribly much happening today. I did make my way out for a little shopping this afternoon. I bought a couple new bras, some more resistance bands and some toe rings. The weather went downhill as soon as I got home so no laying out today! It poured from about 2 -9 and everything outside is soaking wet. For dinner I made chicken, green beans & mashed potatoes & gravy and I enjoyed a 5th avenue candy bar for dessert. Those are one of my favorites!!! I think my ultimate favorite these days is Snickers though :) I worked out again tonight. Day 3 of P90X was Shoulders & Arms and Ab Ripper X. This was by far the easiest of the three workouts so far. Maybe my arms & shoulders can handle a lot! Elijah has me beyond frustrated right now, so I'm keeping my distance because that's the safest thing for both of us right now. Sometimes he makes me so fucking mad I swear I could do some serious damage! So, I'm in here instead :)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Today's been a good day. Of course, it helps that after I got everything ready for bed, I ended up having sex! That's always a bonus and helps me sleep like a baby! I laid out naked by the pool for a little over an hour this morning. I love the feeling of the fresh air on my nude body! Then spent some time with family and friends. Tonight, went out for dinner. Southwest chicken salad for me - one of my favorites! Some people have been requesting I put up more photos of ME, so I'll try to do just that! Here's a pic of me before dinner:

I let my dinner settle and then it was time for day 2 of P90X. Todays workout was an hour of Plyometrics. OK. I can handle over 200 pushups without issue - as I proved to myself last night. I can do all sorts of crazy shit with my body - but man, the plyometrics were TOUGH! I'm a trooper though and I've got the determination to succeed in all that I do - this being no exception. Hard as it was to do it non-stop for an hour, I accomplished my first day with it and I'm looking forward to doing that disc again next week! Tomorrow will be a completely different disc! So, just to prove that I'm not just talking out of my ass on here - as I'm sure quite a few people with diarys or blogs or whatever you want to call them are probably doing - making shit up to make themselves sound - however it is they want to sound - I'm posting a picture for proof :) I worked out so hard with this program tonight I was practically purple and the sweat just kept coming long after my workout was finished! I took this about 15 minutes after my cool down!

Nope, I'm not wearing make-up (who does when they work out hard??) and I know my hair looks terrible too, but .. hey, it's me, so why not share it? I'm not afraid of posting the "not so pretty" pics of myself every once in a while! After all, I don't spend every waking moment of my life in done up hair and make-up mode! :) Nighty night! I hope you get as sweaty tonight as I did! I'm heading off to shower!

Friday, May 14, 2010

It's already Friday! Today, we're filming with Michelle Peters and Kiana. It's our first time shooting with Kiana. I'm ready to go:

Wow - apparently I match my website haha! I filmed a smoking scene while I was waiting for them to get here. One of them accidentally forgot her ID, so our hands were tied for a fwe minutes until we could get it. Thank you DizDat for coming through with her ID so quickly! We've started filming and we're already having all kinds of fun! Here are some pics:

Kiana is bound to the X-Frame with Michelle behind - getting ready to torture her:

She looks a little nervous, doesn't she!?

Michelle and Kiana are sexy in their puffy jackets:

Michelle dives into Kiana's pussy:

Hope you enjoy the view!

Kiana returns the favor!

Kiana is about to get her feet tickled by me & Michelle:

Michelle brings Kiana to orgasm with the Magic Wand!

She's getting close!

Two sexy naked girls in the tub together:

After we finished filming for the day, it was time for some lunch! Went to Steak & Shake for lunch and then took care of the weekly necessity household shopping. I think this weekend I'll be on the lookout for some new sneakers and bras and panties! I love shopping! I ordered P90X a couple days ago and it arrived today .. so of course I couldn't wait to try it out. For some reason, I was unaware at how LONG the workout would be. I thought it was under an hour. It was an hour and 15 minutes (at least day 1 was). I usually do push-ups every day. NOT to the extreme that this video had me doing tonight though! I did over 200 push ups (along with a bunch of other upper body exercises - with weights - as well as Ab Ripper X.) I can say pretty honestly that my whole body hurts right now - but in a good way! I finished off my night with a long hot shower. I washed my hair, lotioned up and now I'm ready for bed!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Today wasn't nearly as eventful as yesterday. No filming - at least not as of yet. My little princess had a Dr appointment this morning - and todays visit was all about getting shots - no fun. So, I've been nursing the heartbroken wounds all day. I took an hour and laid out by the pool, but it was kinda cloudy at the time I went out. My lay out chair is getting uncomfortable so it's time to look into getting another one. I have a few of the "nice" ones, but they don't lay all the way flat, so they're not good for laying on my belly to tan my back & ass. After laying out, I came inside, threw on some work out clothes & got right to it. Holy shit I thought I could have died I was SO HOT. At first I thought it was because I'd been in the "kinda" sun for an hour and then immediately worked out. Turns out, someone had turned off the air conditioning and not turned it back on. NO WONDER it was so hot! Hey - I think I sweat off about an inch though lol! For dinner, I made something I've never made before and it was crazy delicious. It was honey mustard chicken with pretzel crust. MMM MMM MMM. here's a pic:

Tomorrow I'll be filming with Michelle Peters and Kiana. Wondering what I should shoot!?

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Today we're filming with Alexis "Ashley" Grace and George. They were late getting here, but at least they showed up! Here are a couple pictures from this morning:

I'm almost ready for my day to begin:

Alexis is here:

George is in trouble!

Now he's in double trouble!

Alexis jerks his cock in puffy pants and a Moncler puffy jacket:

I've got more pics but haven't gotten around to pulling them off my camera just yet!

After we finished filming, I was starving and didn't have time to make lunch, so swung by McDonalds on the way out. I went with my best friend on her walk through for her new apartment. (I'm much better at picking out what may need fixing!) Ok - the maintenance man there is fucking HOT! After spending an hour with her drooling over this guy, we came back here and hung out for a while. After she left, I worked out for a while - oh yeah - I also ordered P90X - so will be starting that shortly too. Anyone out there ever do it? Results? For dinner I made chicken fajitas then I enjoyed a long hot bath, shaved, lotioned up my body from head to toe and I've been playing around no the computer since :) Tomorrow morning I'll be up early to get two people showered & ready to go before 9 AM... so I'm making my way to bed now!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

This morning I had a gyno exam with pap smear. Never a girls favorite thing to do .. but it's an evil necessity. One of the wonderous things women must go through at least once a year. I've been all crampy all day since which kinda sucks but I've made the most of it. I worked out this morning then laid out by the pool this afternoon. I stuck my legs in but it's still just a LITTLE too cold for my taste. It's getting there though! While I was out there, I worked on setting up my shooting schedule for the month. It's getting filled up but I'm not done yet. I prefer to keep myself busy! Ugh ... the cramps have gotten progressively worse as the night's gone on. I hope I feel better tomorrow!

Monday, May 10, 2010

Not the most exciting of days, but not a bad day either. Just kinda blah. Nothing much going on which is always nice now & then. I did make my way out by the pool for almost an hou again. I've been out every day since last Sunday so I'm starting to get some decent color - finally! I'm ordering P90X now which should be fun once it arrives.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Happy Mother's Day! Today has been fantastic! I woke up early, spent the morning with my little princess, baked a cake (chocolate fudge with chocolate frosting of course!), and started prepping the rest of the food for the party. I had a long texting conversation with one of my favorite college boys. I laid out by the pool for about 20 minutes and realized the pool needed a quick cleaning. So I got up, remained naked, and swept and vaccuumed the pool. (Sparkling clean!) I laid out for about 10 more minutes and then it was time to head inside & throw on my bikini before everyone arrived. We had 10 people here today so it's pretty much been a full house as far as company went. We had chips & dips, salad, BBQ bacon wrapped shrimp, hamburgers & hotdogs on the grill, corn on the cob, the cake of course and I was given a giant chocolate chip cookie (one of the BIG ones like they sell at the mall!) OMG I'm SO full! I don't think I could eat another bite of food tonight if I tried! While everyone was here, I got a text but wasn't sure who it was from at first. (I'd lost all my numbers a couple times over the years because of faulty phones) ... and come to find out ... it was J Dubya - from years ago. He was my big time party buddy. We got into all sorts of trouble together over the years! Hearing from him was off the hook. We texted a couple times then just decided to call. So much easier! It's funny, hearing from him even after a few years - it was like picking up right where we left off. You ever have one of those relationships where it's like you've known each other forever and even after years of not speaking it's like it's been no time at all? Then I got a text from Tyson too. Tyson Marshall is my favorite local musician. I was actually just talking about going to see him play just yesterday - so I'll have to make a point to go see him play again - soon! Played some Family Feud on the Wii and everyone left for the evening. So we've had company for the last 7 1/2 hours or so. It's been an awesome day! Now it's time to finish cleaning up and relax. I'll be enjoying a long hot bubble bath tonight with candles lit all around me!

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Life is just fantastic. I really can't complain at all. I slept in until about 11 am (I don't even remember the last time I slept that late!) Ate nothing but shit all day (sometime's you've just gotta do that!) Donut for breakfast, left over pizza for lunch, chocolate covered fruit for snack, hamburger & fries for dinner and popcorn for dessert. I was surprised with Edible Arrangements today. Two boxes of scrumptious chocolate covered fruit (Strawberries, Apples, Pineapple & Oranges) for my dining pleasure! I laid out by the pool for about 45 minutes. Tonight, went to the Cinema Cafe for dinner, drinks, dessert & to watch "Iron Man 2". There's nothing more awesome than watching a movie while eating delicious food and drinking Strawberry Daquiri's. MMM MMM MMM! I thought the movie was great. The "fight scene" with Scarlett Johannson (or however you spell her name) was cheesy as hell, but otherwise, it was a great movie. I finished my night off with amazing sex!

Friday, May 7, 2010

We rescheduled Megan Jones for today since she cancelled us last minute the last time she was in town. So, I was up earlier than I needed to be, showered, lotioned up, took care of my household (and mommy) duties, blow dried my hair (which I prefer to not to have to do), straightened it, did my make-up, est up everything for filming, and when she was late, texted wondering when she'd be here. She replies that she's not even in town. Said she cancelled via email 3 days ago. Calling bullshit on her, I asked which email address she wrote to and of course she never wrote back. Probably because she's NEVER emailed me. She's only ever contacted me via phone. I'm livid right now. I'm so sick of all the lies, bullshit & fucking drama from all these models we deal with on a nearly daily basis. Seriously, if you want to make it in this industry - get your shit together! Ugh. So since I was done up, I decided to film without her :) I filmed a balloon scene as well as a more naughty scene. Here are a couple pictures from this morning. *The cock pictures open up to a larger size when clicked!*

So, I found a way to salvage the day! After filming a couple scenes I grabbed one of my guitars, turned on my stereo and blasted Jack Johnson. I played along *and sang along - yikes!* and melted away my stress with music. When I'm annoyed, Jack Johnson brings me right back to my happy place (CAN'T WAIT to see him live in August!). Then it was time for the weekly household necessity shopping. In the attempt to pick up everything needed for Sunday (not only will we be hosting Mother's Day celebrations here, but we're also celebrating a birthday that day as well as giving a going away party - Yeah - it's going to be BUSY here on Sunday) , we forgot to pick up some of the stuff needed to get through the week. Oops! But we'll be having some good times on Sunday!!! I'm really looking forward to it. After shopping, I washed off my makeup, stripped out of my clothes, slathered some SPF 8 all over my body and laid out naked by the pool for an hour. Ahhhhh... how relaxing! For dinner, I was feeling lazy so I ordered some Domino's pizza. I really like their new pizza. Much better than before! So, despite the shitty beginning to my day, it has been salvaged and ended up being a really good day after all~!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

With Mother's Day right around the corner, today was shopping day. I decided to get my mom a photo album that I'll be filling with photos before Sunday. She's about to move up north and I think she'll really appreciate having the pics since she'll be so far away. Got my grandmother a musical snow globe and added two pics to that. Also shopped for more Mothers that I know and shipped everything off. I laid out by the pool again, though it was cloudy and I didn't get out there until 5 pm. I'm sure I didn't get much sun today, but it still felt amazing laying outside naked with the sun and the wind on my back!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

I'm loving life! Things are getting back to normal and I couldn't be happier. Last night after my shower & full body lotioning, I was laying in bed getting ready to go to sleep. I was surprised by someone looking to please and be pleased. I'm absolutely amazed at how some men are just phenomenal at eating pussy. I don't know if it's a learned skill or something genetic or what, but man, some people know how to do it JUST right! I was fingered an licked until I creamed not only his face but the entire bedding underneath me! On top of that, I got fucked just as nicely. Like I said, I'm loving life! Today I cleaned the pool, then laid out beside it for another hour this afternoon. I'm slowly getting some color on my backside. It's a process for sure, but worth the time! I enjoyed a hot shower, washed my hair and then lotioned up from head to toe to keep my skin soft and silky feeling. For dinner I made a chicken caesar salad and finished up with popcorn for dessert. Good stuff!

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

This morning, the Cadillac went into the shop. It's been making an obnoxious noise for a couple days and I just couldn't stand it a minute longer. The same thing happened with the Convertible about a year ago. Our rental car for the day was a silver Impala. For some reason, the guys loved the rental car. I prefer the Sebring or the Caddy anyday - even though we no longer have the Sebring. (Sold it.) Didn't do much this morning, just hung around the house waiting to hear the verdict on the car. They called and were stumped on what the problem was. Decided to spend several hundred dollars to replace the shocks/struts & pray that was the problem though there was no problem with them - to the naked eyes. Turns out - they were right. They're replaced and the car is good as new :D I love our mechanic! Speaking of naked, I laid out by the pool for an hour this afternoon. I'm slowly getting some color on my pasty ass. I don't do tanning salons and I've never done a "spray tan" or any of that crap. I do it the REAL way. I lay out - in the sun - and get my tan gradually. The other ways seem so unnatural to me. I've been laying out naked - on my tummy - tanning only my back for the past 2 days. I'll catch up with the front tomorrow & Thursday!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Last night I had AMAZING sex! In fact, it was so amazing and felt so good, he accidentally shot his load inside of me. Oops! I'll kick his ass if anything comes of it .. but I'm sure all will be fine. That's the bad thing about the heat of the moment sometimes - it can bite you in the ass! :D No plans for shooting this week until Friday (at least as of now) - so I'm taking it easy this week & enjoying life. I laid out by the pool for a while this afternoon. I'm laying out naked to get some sun on my poor white body. I'm getting a late start this year considering I'm usually tan by the first week of March! I prefer to take it slow. Get my tan one day at a time so I can enjoy it all summer long. It's going to be a HOT one. It's already in the 90's and staing close to that even through the night. I can't wait for the pool to be warm enough for my taste. It's getting there - slowly but surely!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

I woke up this morning with absolutely NO plans. Ended up going to a local garage sale and while we were there, I got calls from two different sets of people - all wanting to come hang out over at our place today ... Okay! What began as a "what are we going to do today?" kind of day turned into an impromptu pool party with 8 of my favorite people! Gotta love it! Sadly, I ended up with a "farmer's tan" while I was sweeping & vacuuming the pool, but I've got an entire summer to get rid of that! I'll just lay out naked when I don't have a house full of guests! Speaking of guests, we'll be filming with Megan Jones this coming Friday but don't currently have plans to film with anyone else before that (though that can always change in a heartbeat) .. so maybe I'll do some self filming tomorrow! For now, I'm off to enjoy a nice hot bubble bath and finish my perfect day off with sex!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

I woke up super tired today. I guess my vivid dreams took away from my much needed sleep causing my morning to move very slowly. I'm dieting to get back into "hopefully perfect for me" shape and working out daily and that's not helping with the lack of sleep, but it'll be SO worth it in the end! If I gained a "typical" amount while expecting, I'd have already lost it all, but since I'm "high risk", it makes me gain almost 2x's as much. Ugh! It's all good. Things are moving along nicely. Since I was tired all morning, I kept things pretty tame for much of the day. Didn't go anywhere, didn't do much of anything, kept it simple. But I had plans to go out tonight so I did just that! I saved up my energy during the day & let it all go tonight! I took a shower, lotioned up, got dressed, did my hair & make-up & threw on my heels. Hit my favorite locla bar - Cricketers - and of course brought along my darts. (Hate bar darts!) Carlene was working so I got to see her (it's been ages!), EJ was there so he joined us at the dart board. It's been over a year since I've thrown around darts so I was positive I was going to SUCK - but for some reason when I'm drinking, I'm a dart shark! I was tearing it up on the dart board! (EJ did win one game though!) I finished out my last game by hitting a double bull & a single bull. No third dart needed! Aweosme! I was half way through my first drink and Don came up. We used to tear up the town together just about every weekend (if not more often)! Then Lisa showed up, then Mike, then Dennis. It was kick ass! So many people I used to hang with came out last night. It was like no time had passed at all! I had my hands full with drinks (& kept em coming all night) and Don grabbed my cam & took a pic:

Haha! I'm suck a goober! It was hot as fuck in there (and outside). It was 85 degrees at 10 pm and didn't cool down while we were out. It felt like my makeup was melting off my face and my hair got all frizzed out within minutes because the humidity. Yikes!!! Here's a pic of a couple of us hanging out:

Awesome times with awesome ppl. Can't wait to do it again! Now, it's time for sleep because my ass is DRUNK!