I woke up this morning aggravated at the severe lack of sleep I managed to get last night. I finally closed my eyes somewhere around 3:30 am, only to have wicked dreams, forcing me to wake up every hour or so. I get up daily (especially during school - cause I am an Actual MILF!) at 8:05 am. So I was completely annoyed to hear my phone bell ringing in my ear on what was essentially less than 3 hours of good sleep. I had a doctors appointment at 9:15 am. No worries, all is well :) I came home and decided to put my entire day (during school hours anyway) to this. So ... I built as many pages as I could in the little time I had. My kiddo had a recital tonight, so I've been off watching him being awesome for the past couple hours. Afterward, I was starving, so a bunch of us went to Denny's. It's funny, I rarely go there, but when I do, I always think back to seriously drunken stupor kinda nights where the place would be packed with every single fucked up person in town who was hungry after 2 am! It's a little after 11 pm now and I'm going to sit down & relax in front of the tv until I put up my update just after midnight. In case you're interested in checking it out, the clip store is called:

Charlee's Adventures : http://www.clips4sale.com/5974

I didn't sleep for shit last night. I had so many things buzzing around in my brain and I couldn't turn it off. I may have gotten a total of an hour sleep last night - ugh. Needless to say, I'm exhausted and feel like shit today. Today, we filmed with Jade Indica & Nikki Sebastian. Sexy, Sexy! Here's a pic:

Gotta love it! I've not been very hungry lately. I'll feel starving so I'll grab something to eat. I'll take 5 bites and be stuffed. I guess it's good for weight management, but I wonder what's going on with me!? My throat is starting to hurt. I hope the girls didn't get me sick today :( One of them was coughing the whole time she was here - argh!

It's official. I'm sick :( My throat feels like someone is taking a razor to it. Ugh. We'll be filming with a new girl today - Heather. At least new to us anyway. If it was someone I've worked with a billion times, I'd probably cancel so I could climb back in bed and try to get over this whatever I have! Update: Todays shoot went great. I'm still feeling cruddy, but I'll live. Here's a pic of Heather from today:

Today, we had Annabelle Genovisi back again. She's great to shoot with - and rediculously ticklish - which is awesome for the tickle store!! Here is a pic from today:

She's such a cutie isn't she? I've been super frustrated all day today. I want to go back to filming with other producers. Elijah is starting to get pissed off about it - and I haven't even worked with anyone yet. He's already trying to send me on a guilt trip and frankly, I'm too fucking stressed out today to listen to a word of it. Ugh. Sometimes I just want to scream! I took my nude front, side, rear shots and headshots today. I don't like my body as much as I did when I was working in the industry full time. I guess all the time off has done some damage. Been working out to make it better again.

I've been very frustrated wtih my clip store lately. I don't know what's going on, but my sales SUCK! Anyway, we filmed today with another brand new girl. I believe it was her first time ever on film. Here's a pic of Staci:

She's a super cutie! I was looking forward to doing a bunch of balloon stuff with her today - but turns out, she's completely terrified of them, so I just skipped it and we focused on the tickling instead. Oh well. I did have her wash her hair though and that was hot as hell! I've been working out - eating right - and I'm really starting to see almost immediate results. Why am I such a sucker for fast food on the go - LOL!? Anyway, I've lost 7 lbs, which is awesome. I'd like to lose 10 more, but we'll see! I'll just keep working out and taking it day by day! I spent the evening (or rather the later part of the night) watching "The Neverending Story." I used to love that movie when I was a kid. It looks kinda cheesed out to me now, but my kiddo's enjoyed it!

I've been wanting to go shopping, so I took the opportunity of free time I had today to do just that. I bought a couple boobie-liciuos tops (and one dress). They're in the washer right now. When they're dry, I'll take some pics and post them! I tried to go buy some more bra's (yesterday AND today) but apparently the bra makers think that tits only come in 36 C's or smaller. HAHAHA~! Not on this MILF! So, no new bra's as of yet. Argh. I want to find some more cute matching bra na dpanty sets. I'll just have to keep looking. I can get them at Macy's, but it always ends up costing me like $100 for one bra with matching panties. Personally, I think that's WAY too much for something my tits are going to burst out of anyway! I'm still working out every day. Just at home. I've not been going to the gym for the past 2 weeks or so (been too busy.) .... but it's definitely paying off (well, that and my living off protein bars for breakfast, lunch & snacks - and then a normal dinner) ... cause I officially weight less today than I have in 6 years! WOOHOO! Now, I've just gotta tone up, and I'll be super happy!

I had to get up super early (especially for a weekend) for an early morning appointment in Tampa. On the way back home, I felt like browsing the area for homes for rent (just out of curiousity). There are some cute ones avaialble. I'm happy where I am though. I actually LOVE this house, but I'm convinced it's on a sink hole which terrifies the shit outta me. Other than that, I LOVE IT! Was bored in the afternoon, looking for something to do, so we decided tyo go down to the Sponge Docks in Tarpon Springs. Went to the Aquarium there - small - but was still OK. Here's a pic:

Today was filled with doctor appointments. Hubby went in to the doctor, a couple hours later, I went in to the doctor. Blegh lol. I was in the mood for Chipotle for lunch - so had to go eat some chicken fajita burrito. Super yum! Crampy all day which kinda sucks, but I'll live :) I ran some errands and while out and about found a couple new bras and panties I couldn't live without - so I had to add them to my wardrobe! Here's a pic:

Today was filming, filming, filming! I took the opportunity of having some down time to shoot some more content. I filmed a couple scenes that will eventually go up on the store (and on here!) and I also filmed a 30 minute custom I needed to film. I have another 30 minute custom I need to film tomorrow! Always behind when it comes to customs since I'm filming them daily for two different stores! - plus exclusive content too! Phew! Had to go back to Sears @ the mall to drop off the camcorder (again) since they didn't fix the problem with it last time. Thankfully we have a backup camera for just this reason. While at the mall, I decided to walk around and eventually made my way in Spencer's and picked up some black fishnet stockings (thin fishnet not those big thick ones) and a new pair of sunglasses. I don't get chicks who spend hundreds of dollars on "brand name" sunglasses. They're gonna fucking break anyway (or get stolen - as several of my nice ones have been). May as well get a cheap pair! Here's a pic:

I've always wanted a pair of those "BIG" glasses everyone wears, but I'd not found any good ones until today that looked alright on me. I can wear ANY hat and look awesome - glasses - not so much so! Anyway ... I've been reading that Wanna Be Me chicks blogs on her website. I'm still so fucking pissed she's using my name. Come on... get some originality! Anyway... reading her blogging makes me even more pissed off. The bitch can't form a decent sentence, she spells worse than my 10 year old, and all she does is brag about doing drugs. Does she think it makes her sound cool? It makes hre sound fucking pathetic (not to mention she's soiling my name!) UGH! She makes me want to fucking vomit.