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JUNE 2009 DIARY
| Mon, June 1, 2009 | The first day of June has been very eventful to say the least. Exhausting would probably be what I'd be most likely use to describe it. Got up early, and spent almost all day walking around MOSI in Tampa. (The Museum os Science and Industry) I've been there before, but I enjoy it every time I go. Today was a field trip. I saw the IMAX Under the Sea movie (narrated by Jim Carrey!). Lots of walking, and though it's all indoors, I've been SO dehydrated ALL day. I don't know what's up. I can't manage to get enough fluids into my body to feel satisfied. I've had almost an entire bottle of cranberry jiuce just since I've been home! Had to stop at the store and pick up a couple extra littler boxes to fill for the kitties for while we'll be out of town. I'm sure they'll appreciate that! Then off to watch the basketball game. Finally home for the evening and I'm doing laundry and getting ready to pack for tomorrow nights trip to South Florida. Needless to say, I'm tired! I still want to at least hop on the treadmill for 30 minutes or so before I jump in the shower and head to bed. |
| Tues, June 2, 2009 | It's the last day of school (for the summer anyway!) I had an oppotrunity to be productive today, but it didn't pan out so well. It's all good. I got everything packed and I got the house as ready as possible for my vacation to South Florida. Leaving tonight. |
| Wed, June 3, 2009 | We got into Fort Lauderdale around 10:30 PM or so last night. Had to go get some food ASAP. The food place in the airport in Tampa was closed and I was fucking starving. We found this awesome little diner and grabbed dinner. It was DELICIOUS! In fact, we liked it so much, we had it again today for lunch after having some fun playing mini-golf and games at Boomers. My kiddo fell down on the mini-golf course and he's got a massive black and purple bruise on his side. I don't know why he's so clumsy. It's frustrating watching him getting bruised up all the time. I hold his hand like everywhere we go, but he's almost 11. He's just too old for that. Everytime I let go though, BOOM. *sighs* Anyway, it's been a good start to vacation. Man I needed this! We went to the Marlins vs Brewers game tonight. Soda, peanuts & hotdogs for us. We lost, but it was a good game. The 5th inning was almost an hour and a half long - so we were ready to go by the time the game was finally over. My body hurts from the air mattress. |
| Thurs, June 4, 2009 | We made our way to Miami today. The weather's getting crappier the further south we go. Looks like it'll be a rainy couple of days here. Dinner @ Outback. I'm seeing a Queensland Salad in my future! Finally got to see Terminator. Good movie. Well worth the wait! I wonder what they'll do with the next one. This one was kind of "Transformers -ish". It's all good. I like all the special effects. More later! |
| Fri, June 5, 2009 | It's a rainy day in paradise. We're in Miami now. I've decided I want to go shopping, so we hit the local mall and killed some time there. I found two bikini's I liked, so figured I may as well get them both - since I rarely find swimsuits I actually like - that fit well enough I could get in the water without my tits falling out. I know how everyone wants that to happen - but seriously - I have family over and hit the beach on occasion. Not everyone needs to see that! I'll post pics when I get home. |
| Sat, June 6, 2009 | The weather is cruddy. It's been raining the past couple days. Today, we went to the Miami Museum of Science. There was a brand new exhibit - CSI something or another. It was pretty cool. A professor/CSI guy gave a tour of the exhibit and then had a presentation for about an hour too. Pretty graphic - but pretty cool too. I don't know how people stomach dealing with that day in and day out. Nothing like bloated or decaying maggot and beetle infested bodies to make you wanna eat some lasagna huh!? Yuk! We looked into coming home early on the only flight available tonight so we could see our kitties. No go. They wanted over $400 to change the flight. Fuck that! We can wait! Went to Jaxsons for ice-cream. I LOVE that place! Got the chocolate suicide (I think that's what it's called). It fucking rocks! I want more!!!!!!! Gotta try to get some sleep ealry tonight. Gotta get up at 5:30 am. |
| Sun, June 7, 2009 | We're home from Fort Lauderdale. It was an early morning! Up at 5:30 am, sadly I slept for shit last night, so I'm on about an hour of sleep. Came home to see the kitties ran out of food (I have no idea when) and the pool is GREEN. That totally sucks balls. It's going to take me a week to get it back into operable condition. I was really looking forward to getting in this week :( I just put away all my shit and I'm trying to clean up the house a little. I really need to start getting shit done, but I'm feeling lazy today. Have to go do our weekly shopping at some point today. |
| Mon, June 8, 2009 | Today's been reasonably uneventful I suppose. I spent the first part of the day getting this site live. WooHoo. Officially now, what I've built is up and available to be seen - assuming anyone is even aware of this site to begin with lol! It's all good. Took a trip this afternoon to Chuck E. Cheese. My favorite game was broken - but still had fun playing anyway! Went to the gym and watched a basketball game. (We won!) and finished the BBC mini-series: State of Play. Very good IMO. Otherwise, not much going on today. Just kinda taking it easy :) |
| Tues, June 9, 2009 | I think I promised some pics earlier in the week. Though I only have 1 pic of 1 of the bikini's so far - here it is :) I actrually like the other one better. So I woke up this morning, horny as hell. Thought I'd take advantage of my slowly waking hubby beside me. I stroked his cock until he was hard and it was time for some fucking! We both got off in record time for morning sex! No pics of that - but all that morning loving had me even hornier all day - so I took a different pic for you! Yum! Now it's time to relax in front of the TV for a bit! |
| Wed, June 10, 2009 | It's a beautiful day in paradise today! I woke up to all kinds of commotion. The phone was ringing, waking everyone up, the postman rang the doorbell to inform me there must be a break in our water line cause water's running out into the street from our yard (fun) and then it dawned on me (after making some steak and eggs for breakfast, sitting down and eating it & then cleaning up) that I'd forgotten to put the pool filter back into it's casing before the pump turned on (TWO HOURS BEFORE!) I'd taken it out to soak it in cleaner overnight. Since I came back from vacation to a Green pool, I needed to (hopefully) get the filter cleaned - to save having to buy a THIRD one! OOPS. Apparently, since I'd not managed to wake up and take care of this before the pool automatically turned the filter on, half of the pool was drained (into the yard!) and the whole yard was flooded. My bad! So, I turned off the pump, finished cleaning the filter, hosed it off, put the whole fucking contraption back together (which I swear takes like 3 ppl to do successfully since it's old) and could finally go on about my day. I got an email from Bridgett Lee asking if I'd be interested in joining her on a trip to LA. It's a great offer and I'd love to go, but I'll have family in town when she's looking to go, so it's not going to work out - this time anyway. I spent the rest of my morning (well - more like afternoon) working out. I used the treadmill, jumped on the trampoline, used the weight bench, did some lunges with weights, stretched out, used my metal pole to work my sides and then was ready for some fun in the sun! After running the hose into the pool for about 3 hours, the pool was full again - so I hopped in! But first - I put on my Other New Bikini. Pic Below:
and actually got into the pool for a bit. I stripped off my bikini and laid out naked for about 45 minutes, but it got too hot, so here I am :) |
| Thurs, June 11, 2009 | Had another early morning Dr. appointment today. Nothing like hearing you've got an ovarian cyst thanks to medication they've put you on. Ugh. To top if off, hubby and I are at each other's throats. He will NEVER just let me walk away, he insists on following me - which pisses me off further. My kiddo (who is the biggest clutz on the planet - and already has about 40 BIG hideous bruises all over his body from tripping, bumping into shit, etc) JUST fell in the shower while I was writing this. I want to fucking scream today. I'm at my breaking point. |
| Fri, June 12, 2009 | Today was thankfully a little better than yesterday. Lasy night was one of those nights where I just kinda laid in bed silently still, unable to actually sleep, though my eyes remained closed most of the time. Took care of the weekly household shopping, ran a couple errands (bank, post office, that sort of thing.) Then my best friend came over to hang out at the pool for a bit. That was so relaxing! I really needed that. I think my tan lines are FINALLY starting to fade away a bit now. WooHoo. Much to the chagrin of many fans, sorry. Then she needed to go buy some bras - so we went to the mall. I swear everyone has thought we're lovers for like 11 years! I help her get measured, tell the lady who's measuring her that her tits are NOT the size F she's claiming them to be, but she's actually a DDD. I help her choose her bras, go in the dressing room with her to help her try them on, adjust them, decide how they look once she's got clothes back on again - lol. I can only imagine what the sales ppl are thinking as they hear us laughing and takling about tits and such behind closed doors! Too funny. We were going to make taco's for dinner - and in the middle of cooking - the power went out - AGAIN. This i slike the third time in tehe past month - month and a half. Needless to say, when they said it would be almost 2 hous before it was restored, we packed up the meat on the stove and went out for dinner. Denny's it was. Nothing glorious, but it was good. Served the purpose for sure :) I spent the rest of my evening working. |
| Sat, June 13, 2009 | I slept in. (At least as far as my typical waking time is concerned!) After doing some stuff around the house, I went outside for a smoke. I stuck my toes in the pool and it felt fantastic! So much so, I sat with my legs in the pool while I enjoyed my cigarette. The water temp is now almost 85 degrees (which almost sounds hot - but I assure you - it's PERFECT!) I've been swimming (and laying out) for the past hour and a half. Time for lunch. I'm hungry! It's almost midnight now. It's been another long day. Tomorrow, I'll be filming (alone) with Lola & Bruce. I much prefer having Elijah here to film - but he'll be out with little man so we can get some filming time in with them while they're in town. Tonight, I watched "Taken". Predictable, but good. I enjoyed it. I also took a very hot bath (with candles lit all around me) and then was surprised with an awesome fully body massage. (with a happy ending too -woohoo!) Now I'm going to put up my update, figure out what I'm shooting tomorrow and try to get some sleep. I've had a sore throat all day! |
| Sun, June 14, 2009 | About to film with Lola Lynn. Here's a pic of me before we start!
More later! OK. We're finished filming and I'm pulling content to put up for tonight's update :) Here's a cpl pics of Lola from today: The first one is before I got her all messy!
This next one is after our last scene. I creamed her good! Yum! I've been trying to keep everything up to date - (myspace, yahoo group, this, twitter, etc) wow what a chore lol! I love it though - just time consuming. I just spent over an hour accepting friends on myspace. Everytime I thought I was finished, two or three more ppl had friended me lol. |
| Mon, June 15, 2009 | Today, I'm filming with Annabelle Genovisi. She's very new - and loads of fun! We've shot with her a few times already. Our first scene - a girl-girl scene - photos for the website! WooHoo! Here's a pic of me just before we started:
Alright: It's a little after 2 pm now and we've just finished up fro the day. Still much to be done, but we're finished filming for now anyway! Here's one of the pics from today:
You've got to love a day when that begin by having sex with a woman and finish with having sex with a man! Night! |
| Tues, June 16, 2009 | It's HOT here. It's been hot here for a long time - and our sad little air conditioner in our car is just not blowing cold any longer. Time for some juice! Bringing the car into our favorite little local shop and heading to the mall to kill some time while they fix it. Back later! 2:45 pm, I'm now finally back home - with a very cold blowing car air conditioner. Yeah! I couldn't resist buying a couple shirts/dresses while I was at the mall either. Great sales and Everything I tried on today fit like it was made for me (so rare - but I LOVE when that happens!) Going to go jump in the pool and cool off. I'm one sweaty girl right now! He couldn't resist taking some pics of me in the pool :)
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| Wed, June 17, 2009 | Not much has been happening today. Woke up to the doorbell @ 9:20 am. (Fedex package)... my kiddo isn't feeling well today - so no camp for him - and no filming for me - just taking it easy at home today. I worked out for a bit and I may get in the pool in an hour or so. Gotta get something to eat first though. I'm starving! Took it easy for the rest of the night. Watched some tv, took a long hot bath, shaved, and painted my toes a bright pink color :) |
| Thurs, June 18, 2009 | It's a little after 11 am now. I've already been all over the place this morning! Camp, doctors, post office, bank, and now I'm home getting ready to film with Kaire & a brand new girl, Dacy. I'll be back in a bit! They are here and we've already filmed a couple scenes with them .... here's a pic of Dacy on the x-frame with Kaire on the side:
Back to shooting! Finally finished filming today. It's been a long one - and I'm looking forward to relaxing for the rest of the evening. Heading out shortly for hubby's local basketball game (we go do sports 4 times a week!) Then I think we're going to pick up some Boston Market or something for dinner. I'm feeling lazy lol. I created several more photo pages for the future for the website. I'll let you know when I get around to putting them up. Still building the members area currently :) |
| Fri, June 19, 2009 | Ahhhhh..... I'm rejuvenated - and exhausted at the same time. I decided I wanted to walk for my breakfast this morning. Walked to Einstein Bagels - ate a very yummy egg, bacon & cheddar on everything bagel - and walked back home. The 2 mile walk isn't bad at all - but the humidity is enough to kill just about anyone! Now I'm just a ball of sweat and the pool is looking VERY refreshing. I think I'm going to have to jump in for a bit to cool down. So, here we are. It's almost midnight. I did end up getting in the pool for a little bit. It's still cold to me as I'm getting in, but it feels great once my body has adjusted to it. Did the Friday shopping for the house, ran some errands and took it easy tonight. We watched Tyler Perry's "Why Did I Get Married". Someone I know was an extra in it - which was so cool to see him! The movie was good. Kinda predictable at points, but still good overall. I just put up my update for tonight and it's time to go get laid :) Night! |
| Sat, June 20, 2009 | Holy ovulation pains at 5 am Batman! Needless to say - I'm fertile lol. I am walking out the door to go check out some garage sales. I love it! Even when I don't buy anything, it's fun to see the things people sell. I'm back! Now that was fun :) I don't know why I enjoy doing that so much! We were starving so stopped off to get some food. We ate (for the first time) at Anthony's Coal Fired Pizza. The pizza was pretty good. A little more burnt than I prefer (and I like most of my food well done) ... but the true attraction to the joint was all the hot fucking people. I've never seen so many beautiful people working at one establishment. It's almost like they've made it a requirement in working there or something. The hostess was drop dead gorgeous, our waiter was certainly drool worthy, EVERYONE who worked there was smoking hot. (and they all appreared to be in their late teens/early 20's) It's almost 11:30 and I've gotta go to bed. I've got a super early wake up time tomorrow. I really HATE getting up before the sun even comes up. I heard tonight there was a party for one of my friends at my fav local bar. I didn't get to go - cause I've got this balls early day happening tomorrow. Happy Father's Day to all you daddy's out there :) (Sugar Daddy's count too!) |
| Sun, June 21, 2009 | It's almost 11:30 am now. I've been up since ... way too early to think about. I had 2 apts in Tampa this morning. One at 8 am and one at 9:15. The first one went very smoothly. In and out in record time. The second one, they were an hour late calling me in there - so it took much longer than anticipated, but I'm finally home and ready to enjoy Father's Day. Looks like we'll be spending much of the day by the pool. I'm making lasagna for dinner (Super yum!) I've got lots of sex planned for today! One down - many more to cum! Wow - someone was a serious LAZY BONES today! I fell asleep on the couch around 4 pm and woke up almost 7:30! WTF!? I guess I needed it. Of course becuase I woke up so late, dinner took what felt like FOREVER. I made lasagna (without the icky ricotta of course!) and it took about an hour and a half to make. By the time I took the fifth bite, I was so hungry, I was full lol. It was delicious anyway. Just watched "Sixteen Candles" with the fam. What a riot. It's funny how we only remember some things about movies from when we were younger. I'd totally forgotten about Long Duck Dong LMAO. It's about time for a shower now. It's officially tomorrow now - time for bed (after I dry my hair!) I think we're fucking to much. It's becoming marathon sex :) |
| Mon, June 22, 2009 | It's just after 1 pm now. This morning, I was running around like a crazy person trying to accomplish everything that needed to be done before filming today. We filmed with Brittany Lynn: Here's a pic from one of our sets:
It's been a great day so far. I still want to film some on my own this afternoon too. I just can't resist :) |
| Tues, June 23, 2009 | Call me EXHAUSTED! I was up early today, planning on going boating with a friend but it didn't pan out. So instead of chilling out over the Gulf, I hopped in the pool, filmed an underwater masturbation scene, (on top of other scenes!), worked on capturing and editing 5 clips today, laid out for a short while, did some cleaning, and made dinner. I have the house to myself for about an hour and a half so I took the alone time to work out. I'm so pissed off at my body since I've been on these stupid fertility pills for 3 months. It seems like no matter how much I starve myself or workout, there is NO change. ARGH - so frustrating. So instead of joining the guys out for their weekly football game (and me just sitting on the bleachers as usual), I did 20 minutes on the treadmill and then a 20 minutes fat burning work out by Jillian Michaels (or whatever her name is) Holy Fucking Fat Chicks Batman! I am OUTTA SHAPE. I have sweat literally DRIPPING off EVERY part of my body. It's completely gross - but invigorating at the same time - if that makes any sense. I'd think to sweat as profusely as I just did (and be so sore all over - even my fingers hurt!), the working out MUST have worked - at least a little!?!?!?! Only time will tell. For now - time to light up a cigarette! I deserve it after that! |
| Wed, June 24, 2009 | WARNING: IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR ME VENT - DO NOT READ! Today, I swear the entire world better watch the fuck out! I am on a rampage and I don't give a fuck about anything or anyone. I canceled my shoot for this morning cause I very well may have ripped the chicks head off if I had to deal with her (or anyone else) today. I'm extremely frustrated today - and no matter what I do - nothing seems to matter anyway - so I'm fucking over it all. And this stupid bitch using MY name - is inundating my ENTIRE life. I get emails about her on a daily basis, I have ppl calling me accidentally - trying to reach her - and now the skanky ass ho is inundating my fucking twitter page. I can't simply read what my "friends" on twitter have to say without her coming up. WTF!? So help me God, when the trademark goes through, I'm taking this bitch to the fucking cleaners. She's going to wish she chose some other bitches name to use - cause I plan on fucking destroying her. She picked the WRONG bitch to steal from! And fucking Yahoo. What the fuck man!? I have a yahoo email account (that apparently the entire fucking world knows the address to) - which is fine - but now that they've changed their whole whateverthefuckitis, pagestyle or what have you, even though I DO NOT use messenger for that email account - I am getting like 500 + add me requests - which POP UP every 2 minutes that I'm logged in to check my fucking email (and I stay logged into it 24-7 / 365)- and I can't get rid of it - unless I either accept or deny all these people trying to contact me. Seriously - I swear there must be requests from like 7 years ago - and I'm getting them ALL now. (Cause like I've said before, I DON'T USE MESSENGER). There's a very good reason WHY I don't use messenger - and this is partially it. I just practically bit off someones head on there - that I actually like - just because I'm so fucking frustrated with the whole thing. ARGH. On another note - I just finished working out a little bit ago. I'm sore and in complete pain from head to toe- but it's worth it. Gonna go jump in the pool and cool off. It's later now. I've cooled down a bit. I chose not to get in the pool after all. Instead, I went in the guest bedroom, sat on the bed, and played guitar for like an hour. My fingers hurt - as does my whole body from my super rigorous work-out. It'll all be worth it in the end though! |
| Thurs, June 25, 2009 | Thankfully I'm in a better mood today lol. I'm getting ready to film with another new model (new to us anyway) ... Mandy... She should be here any time now - so I thought I'd put up a quick pic of myself since I'm ready to go!
I'll hop back on and update after the shoot! Ok: It's about 5:30 pm now. I'm finished filming and I just finished capturing, editing & making a gif for tonight's clip store update & going through all the photos from today. Here's a pic from our G/G set :)
This was another fun day of filming. She didn't have a guy to do a handjob scene with, so I lent her my hubby. I'm sure he was more than happy with that decision :) We were going to do some more pictures (and some underwater videos) outside, but as we were finishing up inside, it started to rain, so we wrapped it up for today. It's ok though. It was about 3 pm and I was STARVING so I got some McDonalds. Yum! It feels like it's been forever since I've eaten something "bad" lol - since I'm trying so hard to tone up and slim down a little. I've still got to do my workout today. I'm desperately trying to figure out when I'll have the time. My kiddo's got karate in less than 20 minutes, then home to make & eat a quick dinner & then off to hubby's basketball game at 9:30. (Yes, this is a typical crazy schedule in this house!) So... I've gotta find the time. I'm not going to bed tonight until I work out - but looking at my evening schedule - looks like I'll be staying up late - cause I can't go to sleep right after a rigorous workout! And... now it's later. It's 9:45 pm and I just sent the boys to the basketball game without me so I'd have a chance to work out tonight. Did I mention that the workout I've been doing for the past 3 days is Jillian Michael's "30 Day Shred". Let me just take a minute to discuss this workout. For the past three days, I've taken the 20 minutes to do her workout. For the most part, it's pretty simple old-school type things - like push-ups, jumping jacks, jumping an imaginary rope, and a shit load of different types of lunges (all with weights of course). Well day one... I didn't know if I'd actually make it through the workout! I woke up the next day so sore it literally took two hands and what felt like every once of my energy to pull the refrigerator door open. (Not to mention it looked like I was half paralyzed trying to walk.) I really mean .. I couldn't bend my legs - AT ALL I was in so much pain. I could feel that every single muscle in my ENTIRE body was ripped. I did the Shred on day two despite the rediculous amount of pain I was in. I poured a solid bucket worth of sweat off (both days) ... and I don't think there was a pore left unsweating. Today (day three), I've been almost as equally sore - though I'm only walking around as though I've got a butt plug shoved up my ass - I can kinda bend my legs - but I'm still walking awkwardly. I could at least open the fridge without reinforcements though lol. So I finally found the time to work out - just finished a cpl minutes before sitting down to write this. Today was much easier, but I did have to stop for a 5 second breather twice through the workout. Now, it's my arms that are killing me (I've typo'd about a hundred times and gone back to fix my fuck ups since I can barely move anything other than my fingers right now!) I'll let you know how I'm feeling tomorrow - but right now - I'm beat ass tired, literally dripping sweat all over myself and I'm about 5 different shades of purple. (But in the past two days, I've eaten popcorn and Hershey's kisses for dessert - and I've still lost 3 lbs - so I guess it's working!) |
| Fri, June 26, 2009 | Not much going on today worth really mentioning. I had planned on laying out by the pool for a while today - but it's been pouring non-stop all day and apparently, the weather is supposed to be similar tomorrow too. Did my obligatory weekly household shopping around noon. Got poured on while loading the trunk. Climbed up the attic to grab some stuff down and there were a bunch of BIG dead spiders. (Thankfully they were DEAD!) About to eat an early dinner in about 30 minutes - then no big plans for the night - though I will be kiddo-less tonight and tomorrow night. I don't like going out when the weather's all shitty, so I'll probably just stay in. Maybe I'll find something exciting to do tomorrow! I ended up watching "Very Bad Things" tonight. That movie cracks me up every time I see it! I somehow managed to lose one of my diamond earrings (which has me pretty bummed) - but when I was working out, I saw it shining in the carpet! I have no idea where the back is (it's one of those backs that you have to twist on and off - so it CAN'T come off lol) - but I'm pretty sure it's covered under the protection plan. I'm so rough on jewelry, I ALWAYS make sure to get that! I think almost every piece of jewelry I own has been back to the shop at least once! On eof my necklaces broke, I took it in, and three days after finally getting it back, it broke again in the SAME spot lol. I gave up and bought a thicker chain lol! |
| Sat, June 27, 2009 | Today is a great sleepy kind of day. It's still threatening more rain out there - (the pool is LESS than 1/2 inch away from overflowing - that should be fun!) I tried to sleep in even longer than I managed to, but the kitties were being crazy and playing in the blinds right above my head - and then the phone rang - so I'm up. Maybe I'll make my way to the mall today & try to replace the back to my earring so I can put them back in. I'm contemplating filming today - but I'm kiddo-less for today / tonight - so maybe I'll go out and have some fun instead. I haven't decided yet. I just ate an orange & I'm waking up still. More later! It's a little after 6:30 pm now. I was hungry earlier so went to Applebee's for lunch. I love one of their salads - though the cook neglected to actually put chicken on it - like it was supposed to have. There were like three bites of chicken on my chicken salad lol! Anywho.... went to the mall and got a replacement backing for my diamond earring. Now I can put them back in again! Went to PetSmart & picked up some stuff for the fish - Gus, and they had a bunch of kittens & puppies there. Of course stayed to play with them for a bit! Then off to Publix to pick up some steak (they have the Best steak IMO of any of the local grocery stores.) Maybe we'll have that tomorrow night!? I just finished filming a scene a couple minutes ago and am about to go see what's going on outside of this room! |
| Sun, June 28, 2009 | It's almost 1 pm now. I didn't get around to hopping back online last night. I ended up watching "88 Minutes". It was OK. Not so much worth staying up until 2 am over, but it's all good. Took it easy for most of the night. Worked out about 9, then ate more fruit in one evening than I have in a lifetime (weight still the same today amazingly!) and vegged out in front of the tv. I slept in until about 10 today and made a nice big breakfast. Super Yum! It's threatening rain (AGAIN) today - so looks like I may not get to lay out still. I want to do tan maintenance at least 2-3 times a week if possible. 30 min a day, cpl days a week, I should have some god color. I'm STILL trying to get rid of tan lines. Seems like my perfectly white shining ass, tits & pussy are being difficult. They just won't tan as evenly as everything else that's spent a lifetime in the sun. Hahaha! Now it's almost 4:30 pm. USA just lost to Brazil 2-3. The sun peeked out from behind the storm clouds long enough for me to lay out, get a little sun kissed, clean the pool and the concrete flooring around it. (What a chore!) Now I'm cooling down inside in the air conditioning, gonna work out, then take a much needed shower! I feel so ick when I've had sex and then been sweaty afterward and not showered! Later: I enjoyed a great work out today. It's getting easier every day - only today my legs are feeling it! I stuffed myself full of steak, baked potato (with cheese), sauteed squash & zucchini. That was GOOD! Then I watched "Little Shop of Horrors". LMAO. I saw that when I was a kid - it's still just as cheesy to me :) |
| Mon, June 29, 2009 | Since it's now officially 12:01 am, I guess I'll write on today's diary! I am so fucking pissed off right now I could spit nails. I was following links from my clips4sale page - and went to one of the message boards I frequent. It's been about 2 weeks since I've been on it - because I've been super busy. Well - it's all ppl slamming me cause I've not yet produced specificated clips to their liking - when they've not PAID for me to do so. Seriously! If you're going to open your mouth and fucking bitch about something - put your money where your mouth is! If you want something produced YOUR WAY - you PAY for it to be produced. Otherwise - back the fuck off! I am the one who pays for everything. I pay for the equipment. I pay for the props. I pay for the outfits including many of the shoes. I pay for the electricity and water it takes to produce all these clips. I pay for a place large enough to have a room dedicated to production. It's MY time that's being spent finding models - contacting models - scheduling models - dealing with needing to reschedule models - and not ALL models are willing to do every single last thing we film. Fuck. I was planning on going to bed in about 5 minutes and having sex - I am so fucking pissed off right now - I can't even fathom it. Now - it's a brand new day! It's almost 11:30 am and I am getting ready to film with Michelle. She should be here in the next 1/2 hour or so. Honestly - I have NO idea what I'm doing with her yet today. Time shall tell! I replaced the lights in the bathroom where I put on my make-up / do my hair. It took some getting used to but - wow ! It's a HUGE difference and I think I like it much better! Here's a pic of me - before we get started :)
Despite the fact that apparently steak & half of a baked potato cause me to gain 2 lbs in one day, all the working out - is paying off - slowly :) Here's a pic from my girl-girl scene with Michelle:
Yum! Here's another pic of me. I felt like changing half way through the day :)
I love pink! To end out the day, we went to Blockbuster & rented BIG (my kiddo's never seen it before) - made salad & chicken for dinner, went to basketball (we lost - but it was close), came home and worked out and then watched the movie. :) |
| Tues, June 30, 2009 | It's officially the LAST day of June already! Time sure does fly by, doesn't it!? Today is one of those completely BLEH kind of days. It's been raining since before I woke up - and hasn't let up at all yet and it's almost 3 pm. I considered filming, but with the weather being as it is, you never know when the electricity will go out, so I decided against it. I hate when that happens mid-scene! It's currently POURING out - as of about a minute ago. I'm taking much of today and capturing, editing and preparing content for the upcoming weeks when I will have family in town and will be unable to do so. Sometimes you've just got to plan ahead! Now it's almost 7 pm. I just finished baking THESE: for my best friends birthday tomorrow. We're BOTH keeping our fingers crossed that the weather will be nice for a change! We plan on pooling it up over here for most of the day tomorrow - then heading out to Cheddars for an early dinner. I'm super psyched! Now - it's almost time for dinner. I'm starving! It sucks making all these cookins, looking at them, smelling them - and NOT eating them! After dinner, work-out then maybe chilling for the night. |
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